Today is D.'s birthday. He is so sad! He has been thinking all day about L.D., I can hear it in is voice, the way he walks. I just wish I could take his pain away! We both had thought at the time of D.'s b-day, L.D. would just about be here, and that is what is going through both of our minds. I should be 32 weeks.... it is so hard thinking of that, but I do, every day. I tried to make it a good birthday for him, even went overboard a little bit, just to put a smile on his face. He said that he is feeling better, but I know that he hurts so bad.