Monday, June 8, 2009

5 Months Ago today....

In about an hour and a half, (3:05) I found out, with only the sonographer in the room, that my precious, so much loved and wanted, baby, was no longer alive, living peacfully inside of me. I will never forget that moment, the first moment that she put the wand on my belly, you could immediatley tell. There was no heartbeat. Only a perfect little baby. Just laying there, not moving. Oh how I wish things would have been different. We would be having him soon. We would be happy. We would not be living in the life we now know as hell. Our lives would not be consumed with "what if's" or "should have been's".

Mommy and Daddy miss you Little Dale. And we love you more than anything.

~Sarah~

4 comments:

Lea said...

Missing Little Dale with you today, Sarah.

xx

Natalie said...

Thinking of you with love and missing your baby with you.

caitsmom said...

Thinking of you and your precious Dale. I am so sorry.

Kristen said...

Sister in sorrow,
Oh my heart breaks for you. I am so sorry. I lost one baby as well....11 months later delivered a healthy baby boy. Your time will come I know He will put nothing in your path you can't overcome. I am praying that you find some peace in your heart.