The new me has lost has lost her way in this word,
does not have the cares that she once had.
The new me has lost her faith,
one that was once so strong, and now is bothered by loosing it.
The new me has lost her friends,
by choice, not by chance.
The new me has lost all hope,
hope that one day, she will have a living child.
The new me has lost close loved ones,
they do not know what to say or do.
The new me just wishes she had her precious angels,
to hold, to love and to cherish.
This is the new me,
the one that I will have to live with,
forever, and most people just do not understand.